mew6871

i'm tired of people not trusting me
i'm tired of people thinking of me as a retard and not letting me do things on my own
i'm tired of always hiding behind a mask
i'm tired of never being able to express who i really am
i'm tired of waiting
i'm tired of never being heard
i'm tired of being misunderstood
i'm tired of always having negative thoughts about myself
i'm tired of worrying all the time
i'm tired of being a pushover and always being told of what i can and can't do

i'm just...
so tired...

mew6871

Happy Birthdaybw_inc!!!

vote for my coach purse designs at : http://www.brickfish.com/Pages/Comps/CompHome.aspx?profilename=mew6871#create
(see previous entry for more details on the coach designs or in case if u don't feel like going to the link to c the designs)

mew6871

ok. so i entered a coach design contest. it's this contest where you can design a coach bag and there's 4-5 different categories such as most votes, best design, etc. the winner gets their bag designed and there's more prizes. i kinda hope i win though. although i'm not sure what i'd do if i won the shopping spree, since i don't really buy coach bags. heh. i mostly entered to design for fun. heh. anyways. so, yeah...umm... vote for me (or not. you don't have to but thanks if you did)!!! =D hope you like my designs! =D if not then my bad.^_^;;

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mew6871

I wish...:
1.) to have more confidence in myself.
2.) I could be heard.
3.) that something out of the ordinary would happen.
4.) to make a difference in someone's life (or at least know how if I did).
5.) that I wasn't always a nice/push over type.
6.) I wasn't always worried/nervous about everything.
7.) that I had enough money to move out and survive on my own.
8.) I can drive out on my own (and that gas was still cheap and not getting more and more expensive).
9.) to be popular/successful in life (or at least know how it feels like).
10.) to be liked/loved/cared about.